Lack of sleep and stress are powerful.
In any case, I have made some great progress in strength.
My bench has crept up to 305 lbs for one rep.
I have become much, much more comfort able with the high bar position in the squat. I switched last year from the low bar. I got my high bar squat up to 440 lbs earlier this spring. No videos, but I do have a smooth 420 lift here...
I've also been dabbling into the high rep ranges some, very close to a 315 x 20 squat. Here is a set of 15...
At some point I will probably write about my experiences with insomnia, PTSD, and depression. How it affected me, my life, my relationships, my health, and even my lifting. For now, I just wanted to update this blog-- as it kept my mind occupied at the fire station when I was there.
All good things and working my best to improve myself as a human being. Happiness is a choice.
In strength,
Phil